Aysar turns 1 year old

 

Happy birthday to youuu.. happy birthday to youuu happy birthday to aysar mama... happy birthday to youuuuu.....

You’re the biggest ray of light in our entire family. Happy birthday to my beloved son!

I cant believe myself... my son is turning 1.. he grew up so so sooo fastt.. it was the most wonderful one year of my life..... we were very delightful and happy to see him grow up in front our eyes.... Most of his day was at Menara D'sara. We move out to our new house on January 2022 when Aysar was 11 months..

We are truly grateful for him.. such a cheeky easy baby.

At first, i want to have a birthday party at our new house but at that time. The covid case rise very high.. We dont want to take any risk as next week ayahlang will get married. So, we end up did a small gathering only! hahaha. It was a wonderful birthday party bcus Aysar got many presents from unclesss and onty also atok and tokama alhmadulilah.It was pleasant to have a family members like them.. alhamdulilah. It was a suprise bcus i dont know about their plan! hahahahhaa

The birthday party went well! We also decorate together! kak mila helped me a lotss where to find all the decorative itemss in shoppeee also how to install the balloonss and decorate at the staircase hahahha

So here is the photosss of Aysar first birthday!! Aysar is 21 months old already. momma gotta think about his upcoming birthday in Feb 2023 Insha Allah :)

On your very first birthday, my 
sweet son, I wish you but the
very best in life today and always.

May you grow healthy and strong
Happy and with a heart full of love.
May you cherish the best of life and
Treasure those sweet memories.

May Allah always protect and bless you with His Love and Redha.

Happy 1st birthday with love from momma.

The coolness of our heart and eyes

“Our Lord! Bestow on us from our spouses & our offspring the coolness of our eyes & make us leaders of the righteous.” Surah Al- Furqan 25:74

Alhamdulillah. Truly indeed.

The born of Aysar made the whole family become more cheerful and happier.

It is because we got small human to squishy to kisshing and hugging and pampering him with all of our heart hehehehe..

A DUA FOR GOOD OFFSPRING

After that discussion with the Wife of Imran, Zechariah in ayah 38 of Imran called upon his Lord by saying the following dua in arabic,

رَبِّ هَبْ لِى مِن لَّدُنكَ ذُرِّيَّةً طَيِّبَةً ۖ إِنَّكَ سَمِيعُ ٱلدُّعَآءِ

Transliteration Rabbi habli min ladunka zurriyatan tayyibatan innaka sameeud du’aaa

This is the dua' that me and alif always practicing before and during aysar sleep:)

May Aysar always bring happiness, respect and joy to everyone wherever he goes.

aminnn...

 

My Aysar

Assalamualaikum everyone. cewahhh bersawang dah weyh blog niiiii.... i wass really occupied with lifeeeeeeee~~ hahahhaa (lazy to open laptop at home) hahahaha.. Okey lets make it short... I just joined new company in May 2022 and finally so relived that got a peace and relax work scope with high salary and positive working environment. Plus super near to my husband office so we can motor pool together..Super grateful for the rezki.. Thank you Allah Alhamdulillah.. May Allah ease our journey and rezeki and bless us with good health..aminnn….

 

Long story short.. Im planning to recap how life with Aysar been so far. Hahahaha.. Here is picture of him from day 1 until 6 month I guess.. the are thousand of his pictures I wish to post here but please bear with this super occupied mom hahahahahaha.. we do it slowly and surely okey. I really wish can update everything here so I can read in future. Hahahahah.

 

So here our precious son. He has been a very good boy I can called easy baby.. super easy baby like I don’t really find it hard like how people always talk about and like how I read the struggle of new mom story and blaa blaa.. super super grateful that I never want to tell anyone about it cause I worry if people feel bad or I don’t want to be riak.. just here I wanted to express my view. My mom also always tell me that aysar so easy like also you complain a lotttttsss hahahahha (I not complain but you know me ili I sometime malas malas like that) HAHAHAHA.. and one more maybe i have a helpful husband that assist me in everything in how to take care of baby and house….. so here I can say,…. We both are doing our chores together.. and that’s why I don’t feel that burden.. alhmadulilahh… We are still learning each other..

  

Life is not a Korean happy ending movie. There are so many things that we always argue and disagree but finally we always finds solution and apologies to each other. Raising a son is not as easy like taking care of flower hahaha.. There are so many many challengesss… in term of his health, safety, nutrition, happiness and how he grow up is basically how we raise him.. so there is a big responsibilities to ensure he grow up to be a good mukmin, wise, responsible and good man inside and out especially in term of religion which is the real purpose of this whole life is pleasing Allah to ensure we can get His Redha and Rahmah to get into jannah.. aminnn…

 

Aysar is so cheeky and happy boy! but sometime always buat muka takda perasaan hahaha just like his papa.. erghhh… your mama is over perasaan always full of expression and hyper.

But overally he looks boolat and leborr like atok ahahhahahaha… my sweet boy.. love you deeply………….. 

                        

                        

Hahahaha you are sooooo cutee I wanna squishyyy squishhyyy youuuuuu… time flies so fasttt! Today you are 21 months old alreadyyyy!! I will keep posted about youuuu okey baby.. give momma some time! Hahahhaha.

With you,

mama

O My Little Son

 Assalamualaikum ! Its been awhile since my last entry regarding my counting daysss to popppp Aysar ! He'd been great since day one. Aysar is 7 Month  15 days today ~~ how fast time fliesss ! Oh my I'm soooo lazy to update I dun know why HAHAHHAHA it like whenever I got free time! i prefer to go online shopping or scrolling socmed ! hahahha. okey lets get started ! I must said to myself that it is important to update my blog so I can read all over again my life story ! Not to get anybody attention or whatever. It is just for my own reading how my life going on! I 

One day before delivery which is the day we went hospital check-up every day after work to check CTG baby heart beat. We both so hungry and decided to eat street burger yummyyyy ~~~

This is us before being parents !! hahahha muka babrai sbb nantukss teruks after induce and mild contraction still can selfie and  smile.. Alif don't get enough sleep. He's been great supporter ! Im blesss alhamdulilah. Even we are super tired and sleepy.. We r so excited to meet our baby ! hahahha

So here me ! Im going to be a mother in few hours at this time! I asked alif to take a lotssaaa pics of meeeeeee~~~~ This is indeed the best experience ever I don't want to miss anything! So basically I check in to deliver a baby but feeling like a staycation with husband at hospital and bring back a baby home ! HAHAHHAHA. This Um-ra hospital is A++ for his services, hospitality and room :) 

We are so worried and curious about baby's condition bcus after12 hours or induce.. I still get the mild contraction which basically I can bear the pain which clearly show on my face... hahahhaa.. you know what ?? The pain at my hand bcus od water drip is more painful than my contraction. Can u imagine that ????!! huhu..  Okey this is my story.. after 12 hours.. we went to doctor for check up to see if I can deliver baby anytime soon. However, when the female doctor check my 'bukaan'... its is 1 CM !!! Oh no~~~~ Im super shocked and worried at the same time. Then, the doctor scan the baby inside my tummy and suprisely my 'air ketuban' getting lesser....... oh ya forgot to the tell that I'm warded due to 'air ketuban getting lesser and baby hardly move due to momma smol tummy... Now.. the 'air ketuban' getting lesser and lesserrr... huhu doctor advised to czer which he cannot wait any longer worries to further complication.. So here we are as new parents would listen to any recommendation from expert as long as me and baby safe! 

There we are! The moment we both of us agreed to proceed for czer.. We are tawakal and hoping for the best. Alif was there helping me in everything... every single thing.. i would never forget how comforting he is in taking care of me.. Allah bless you sayang.. From the big big thing to the smallest wanna pee pee also i call him to help me outtt ihiksss :P hahahhaha

Alhamdulilah.. look at thattt.. Aysar just come out fresh from momma tummy ! you are so precious sayang.. my tears drop when we the first time i saw you crying out of my tummy when my tummy just got cut off by doctor... im just cryinggg crying out loud until fall asleep in the OT room.. saying subhanallah alhamdulilah finally you are here... im amazed with the gift from heaven.. the last thing i remembered was seeing you crying as soon as out of my tummy.. i would never forget that moments. Priceless.. The unbearable pain that i felt due to many injections before the operation and the coolness of the OT room all gone when I saw you for the first time..

oh my son.

I love you dunia akhirat..

this entry written on 10 Oct 2021..

but mama just managed to post on 25 November 2022.. hahahaha

my life is so full with youuu...

Counting daysssss~~ Ready for delivery!

Halu and assalamualaikum!

We are preparing for hospital bag!

 Me in the 36 weeks! hahahhahhaa I'm going to be a mother soon~ yay! we enjoyed our moments as two now! Currently only me and alif. Our child is coming near soon ! insha Allah! Lets pray for the best! May Allah ease my delivery as a normal method of delivery.. May Ili and Alif can be the best version of example and parents to our son. aminnnnnn..