My backbone My love

This special post is made for my backbone (after my parents bcus they no 1) in life especially during my study years.
from diploma to degree life and countingss years...
patiently and gently.

he's the one who understands me, be extra patient with me, bears with all my annoying and clinginess attitudes, he's the one who treats me like a princess which is better than anyone else. he's the one accept me the way I am, he's the one draws a smile on my face and made it easy for me go through all these years.

 your non-reaction face and non-feeling face that i always wanted to see days and night (kenyit mata kettt) hahahahha

I thanks to Allah for written a fate that I met him during my diploma years.

Im so grateful for having someone who loves me the ways I am.

So many more years to bears with my attitudes and seeing my face! hope you enjoy the life with me :p HAHAHHAA

currently, both of us are build up our future together and find moneyy ! hahaha. he's taking safety and health courses to be millionaire safety and health officer ! may Allah ease his journey to gain rezki and make me halal for him. aminnn.

while, me is working to gained some experience to be a quantity surveyor. i want to be prof madya Sr. ili marshitah. i have plan to gain an experince as a qs as we all know qs with knowledge and experience is the bomb. after few years i want to further my study in master to be a lecturer. at that time, i hope he(future husband) will allowed me to continue my study to achieve my ambition. in sha Allah :) May Allah ease our journey aminnn aminnnnn....

First job interview - Project officer

(Continue from previous entry)

okey my job interview dated on 12 june 2017 (monday). me and alif so lucky because on that day shah alam is public holiday but not in kedah. so im not skipped my class to attend the interview session. see how beautiful Allah plan :) so we back to kedah together. im melted over again seeing you 'sembang' with my parents.

my fav view forever

you look so bapak bapak with that kain sarung awakku :) hahahhaha

so that night, me iron my baju+selaur+tudung and his baju+tie+seluar

awhh im really wife material to be (kenyit mata kettt -,^)

 me and him so matchy2 (blue+pink) look so fine with our outfit, we bring along our confident to make sure we look extra good that day :)

so the first thing we entered the company, im so excited seeing a modern and nice office (Jesin is developer company had 40 years of experienced) so both of us fill up our details in this forms.

the things that we bring during interview session are:

1. Resume 

2. Certificates 

oh yaa, im so clumsy that morning and not properly put all my detail in the file :( im just put everything in 1 file( like pocket one, not like the book file) and the employer put out everything from the file and messed on the table, suprisely he was so happy seeing all my deanlist certificates (even not properly filing -,-) 

im so nervous when the stafg called up my name, i thought they will called aliff first so that i will not be that nervous haha. 

with bismillah i step my foots inside his room along with my file, put a little nervous smile and say hello ^_^'' first thing first, i introduce myself and he asked a few questions and then something pooped out of my mind ! this is exactly like my EET examination the question mostly the same then i realised why UiTM carried out the examination as one of the requirement to graduation :)

the questions are ( something like this if im still remember):

1. tell me abt yourself

2. what do you know abt QS

3. what did you learn from the course

4. why did you apply for this job too early (bcs im not even finish my study yet that time)

5. what is your 5 year future plan

6. what can you help to contribute to our company

7. He asking abt measurement rule - 1 feet= 3.333metre, 1cm = 0.1mm etc....

8. lets do some test IN FRONT OF HIM - taking off beam phewww~~

im so nervous but act normal and be confident with myself. im so proud of myself bcs at the end of the conversation im realised im able to speak fully english with stranger oh em gee i never did b4 except with najiha and little bit with english lecturer/teacher HAHAHAHA (alif feeling the same toooo)

then, alif turn im waiting patiently:)

Alhamdulilah after my second paper i got a phone call:

'CONGRATULATION YOU GOT THE JOB ! my feeling is beyond crazy im still not believed what im heared ????! what ? i got the job ? as project officer :) im excitedly call my mother asap ! and of course i did call alif but his phone off at that time -,- haha .yes im so thankfull bcs the location is near with my house. i got 3 month of provision to perform b4 being hired as permanent staff. pls pray for ili so that she will performed well in doing her works in Jesin group. aminnnnn 

Redland

hii everyoneee. right now is week 10 ! whattttt dah week 10 ???? okey 1 month before my final exam started. okey enough with that. lets throwbackkk hehe~~ a few month ago on 2 april 2017. me and alif went to redland ! hehe. the purpose is to do my semi structure method which is interview subcontractor for my dissertation. so far away at pengkalan chepa. lucky i have alif whom brought me there safely :) so we spent our night at his house at tanah merah. im so shyyyyyyy~~ hahahaaha. im met his mother for the third time if im not mistaken. so nervous and ackward spent my night at his house hehe. but its okey im okey because his mother so cute, friendly, motherly, kind, and easy going. im luckly ! again . hehe. alif said im did it well at his house yay ! im even swim togerther with his mother at river behind there (air terjun, sejuk gilaaa and bersihh ) that was precious. alhamdulilah. 

behind his house, so back to nature

that berlagak kind of face erghh ~ hahahhaa

my face after managed to buy nasi kerabu for his mother ( i did it) im not really understand kelantanese thinggy ( help meee !~~~)

buah ni sedap tauuu hahahha...

so we went there and met encik ramzan and tuan al amin. i got all the info and done sight seeing kelantan hahahahhahhaa...

 there a lotsa of picture more but i will upload later on okeyy ! see yaaa ~

 my face at his houseee. teheeeeeeee~~

the information we gathered during our interview session 

Alif@ili explore KL

Hiiii ! Phew lama xhapdet blog *vaccummmm *sental bagi bersinar balik . Harharharrrhambarrrr .

So this week on 10/10/15 . Me and my beloved one went to explore kuala lumpur ! Hehe . Both of us are so noob abt the train and how it works until we managed to go through all the flow and yess we did it ! Hehee . We asked many ppl on how to go here and there and we felt a tourists ! Hahahhaa . Cant wait to explore europe together ! In sha Allah :) Hahahaha . 

We went to sogo kl then to mid valley . We lost and get back again to other station to changed train and so many things happen . So tired of walking but its okey because im with you *am i so sweet ? Hahahaha

Memories need to be lock ! Ihikss 

So currently is week 6 already ! Whoaa how fast time fliesssss ! Pheww all the preparation for final exam is loadinggg and still works for it until the date of examination bcus i heard that :

'the success is the little things you do everyday'  

So its trueee that this quotes really mean so much to me bcus i did it and its works when i was in diploma . So the legacy need to be continueeee ! Hahahahaa . 

Ili marshitah dekan semestar iniii . Aminnn . 

Measurement A ! Hehe ^^

adventures with you

Hiii ! Its wednesday !

Okey for this entry i would like to blog about..... My day spent well with my mate ! <3 hehe

Last sunday, me and my loved one went to taman botani shah alam did some adventures things togetherrr :)) hehe

Wehuuuuu ! Such a very back nature place ;) thank you for brought me here, brilliant idea ihikss ^^

Such a very long time ago since i last cycling a bicycle ^^ and youu know im beryyy beryyyy excited !! Well alif really can see it from my face >_< hehe

After up and down through the hills and mountains cehh . Im very super duper tired ! Veryyyy..... I had stop so many times just because of exhausted and low eneryy yess very loww🙁 lucky i have him with me for always waiting and support me till the end of cycling time Hehe. *henevergettired *wow. he help me pushed the bicycles .From there i realised really love through action is all the matter :) in sha Allah...

Okey, the next day we back home together to sungai petanii after met my sv for thesis, pm dr Khairani Ahmad. 

Thank you for accompany me and drove the car all the way to utara tanah air. 

My cutie bear bear bearrr ihiksss <3

Cannot holding hand, holding bottle pun jadilah nak acah acah gmbr tumblr . Hehe

p/s : maceh being my protector and video/photographer for the whole day ! Hehe 

Appreciation

How is it to be loved and be loved ?

Few years back, i met a guy. A very shy shy not even dare to stares my eyes when talking to me. 

Today, the same guy. Always be with me, protect and comfort me with his gentle manners and did his best in winning my heart, everytime :)

21 june 2016 - its your birthday, the day we celebrated ate nasi arab dan kambing . Hehe . I hope you felt lucky and bless with a little small efforts ^^

I pray :

May muhd alif bin ghazali always be bless by Allah, panjang umur, murah rezeki, cepat dpt kerja elok2 haha bertmbh iman dan teruskan menjadi lelaki yg sebenar benar lelaki yg baik sbagai anak, student and future husband to the one you love the most ^^ 

#throwback - repairing my miss lulu . Hehe

              A sweet heart always <3 

21 jun <3

Happy birthdayy to youu 

Happy birthdayy to youuuuu

Happy birthday to muhd alif 

Happy birthday to youuuuuuuuu ^^

Its 21 jun 2015 and its your birthday 

May Allah always shower muhd alif bin ghazali with bless and successful fi dunnya wal akhirah ..

A good health, beautiful manners , ease everything you do, increase iman and taqwa and live happily forever . Amiinnnnnn :))

I still remember how the first time we start talking and im the one who doesnt care abt your appearance there (tak layan hahahaha) but still wish a birthday wishes like 'happy birthday kawan!' Hahahaha . Thanks for the efforts and struggles . Eceh . Hehe .I still remember i had been asked by my ex for wishing your birthday (curiousity) but still i did because i dont know why i was into you that time. Hahahahhaa . And today i grateful for able to wish your birthday for another years in special warm wishes for you :') 

Wishing for more upcoming exciting years with you ^^ in sha Allah :)

Semoga Allah menjaga hati hati ini :)

Gual ipoh

Assalamualaikum :)

Hi peopleeeessss yg sudi menyinggah di blog ili marshitah yg xseberapa nak berinformasiii nii ehekk .

We're on our way to back home from kelantan darul naim . Oh yea that our first time singgah org di redland tersebut . Hehe *ttupmukadalambaju kih3 

It was a very beautiful peace villages that full of nature and lovely peoples :)

Its takes abt 5 hour journey from ipoh to bukit bunga and 30 min to gual ipoh the next morning . I was so nervous that morning because dont know why maybe it was my first time to met his mother and family . As we arrive, i got a very warm hug from his mom . Hehe . She's so lovely and peramah sampai mama ayah not ackward anymoreee :))

Motif sebenarnya nak jenjalan sambil hantar barang2 beliau but then why not merapatkan silaraturahim .  Hahahhaa . InshaAllah :))

Oh waitty ! Result is going to be announced very soonnnn . And im so scared to the max ! It was my final semestar result lah katakan . InshaAllah all is well . Aaminnnnnn . 

Future :)

Haiiii ! Today is jumaat ! And lagi satu mggu je nk habiskan belajar diploma wawwww mcm xpercaya sgtt ! Eceh . Hehe . Jauh lagi perjalanan sebenarnya . Hari hari dok berangan nak smbg belajar tggi2 sbb xnak jadi kuli orang . Itulah ili marshitah ni nk jd pensyarah berdedikasi satu hari nnt . Aaminnnn . Hehe .

Hari hari berangan nak sambung belajar sama sama dgn En. Suami :* eh ! Hahahhaa.inshaAllah :) Smbg master belajar kat luar negara aww bestnyaaa~ built a family there yuhuuuuu~ hehe . Tp tulah kena struggle kena work hard kena doa xboleh main2 . InshaAllah ;)

Angan angan jadi impian , impian jadi cita cita :)) 

Its has been more than 2 years knowing you . Unexpectedly :) hehe 

"Eh dh 2 thun kn😊 hope we can stay happy like this for the upcoming years till married😳 happy 2 years perkenalan ili marshitah faharul azman💞" (Mr.braces,2015)

InshaAllah :)

Currently:)

Hi ! Assalamualaikum

We are quite busy finishing up our final project task right now ! Ahaaa nak siapkan cepat ! The best part of this work issss . Im learning a new quantity surveying software :)) yay ! Have u heard about global estimating software or billsoft ? That software is used for every qs to make works fast and easy . But i think it takes qs proffession as it help other person who know nothing about measurement or taking off to do the same ! Grr even it sometimes help qs hm technology sometimes not good haaa . 

Nevermind, i learnt to furnish my quantity surveying skill ! So that i got new talent that not everyone have it ! So that mean i can put it in my resume that i know this software . Bonus i think ! Har har . 

Oh yea . I just plan to get some work aftr i finish my diploma . Maybe working for a while until i get offer to cont'd my deg on september . InshaAllah . But where to go ? Where to works ? Hahahaa . I need some experience and learn so many new things . And of course i need money to saving for a better future :)) 

Curren situation : nisha is being busy taking off roof beam . Hahaaha

Oh waitt ! Last night i went to padang A . Watched my fav one played football for his team . Building united got score 4-0 beat town planning . Congratsss guys ! 

Jersy no 2 . Hello ^^ hehe

the effort :)

Assalamualaikum . selamat pagi readers !

okey2 actually i want to talk about erm ermmmm im so happy bcus someone from afar come to me just to spend our time aft 6 month apart . yea he show his effort to come and be with me . i'm appreciateeeeee awak thank youu sgt3 !

anddd the best part is we exchange our birthday giftt but the gift is the samee ! which is watches . hahahaha . and of course when you wore the black shirt i wore it first okeyy ! i didn't tiruuu awakkk ! grrrr ! hahahahha.

thank you because dare to come to met my family and adapt yourself yeay you did it ! im so proud of youu . i hope i also can do the same thing with your family soon .

Thank you bawak sekotak buah buahan yg berat dari redland ke bangi ke seri iskandar ke ipoh then ke sg petani . Merantau sakan buah tu.! Haha

thank you for being the closest person to me . know me well . accept me just the way i am . the annoying little brad girls.

thank you for being patient with my whims my desire my simulating my childishness .

thank you for every advises , the inspires, the strength , the care and the love.

Dont believe those who tell you they love you, believe those who show you the do through action :) 

the moments :)

p/s : come again okey with your mom brothers sisters rabbits and etc ! hahahahhahahah

blog is the place where i shared my thought my memories to read it again in future . my stories my life :)

i fell hard

assalamualaikum 

okey this entry i would like to talks about heart

im not the type yg jiwang jiwang tu but this time i like to talk about it !

ahhaaa i know nobody read it now but i just want to share my thought about it.

nothing wrong right.

okey, i had been fallen in love once

yea its my first time my first love i guess or maybe a puppy love

hahahaa but it thought me so  many things 

and alhmdulilah i learnt from an experience

maybe its the flow that i've to go through before i met my love one . hehe

thank you for hurting me thank you for the 'pain'

but its okey i've already forgive youuu :) (dia tak baca pun acelli hahahha)

when i'm in love

i'll fall hard

i won't play a fool with the one i love

cause i know it hurts you so much

i know because i had been through it

to face the fact that you're the game point

and winning the game point

is such a satisfaction to you

nope right ??

don't make a fool

maybe today you did to someone

the other day someone will give back to you

life is fair

so please, take a good care of the heart

heart who really love just the way you are :)

.

Assalamualaikummmmmm ..

before that . my blog so sukahatilahnaktulisapa *peace ^^

okey this entry yang ke 100 ni i would like to say a million thanks to my jauh tapi dekat person yang sudi hantar serunding guna post lajuuu . hahahahaha

okey actually mama yg nak tp err i menumpang jgk la makan yelah byk ileww 1kg ! 

thank youu ! faharul's family favourite :))

terima kasih atas itu dan ini.

cebisan annoying us :) 

tegas, sgt penyayang, acah bajet poyo, bertanggungjawab, teliti, komited, selamba, beriman , tak kelakar, oh yea suka paksa sikit2 . hahahaha :p

that you :)