My backbone My love

This special post is made for my backbone (after my parents bcus they no 1) in life especially during my study years.
from diploma to degree life and countingss years...
patiently and gently.

he's the one who understands me, be extra patient with me, bears with all my annoying and clinginess attitudes, he's the one who treats me like a princess which is better than anyone else. he's the one accept me the way I am, he's the one draws a smile on my face and made it easy for me go through all these years.

 your non-reaction face and non-feeling face that i always wanted to see days and night (kenyit mata kettt) hahahahha

I thanks to Allah for written a fate that I met him during my diploma years.

Im so grateful for having someone who loves me the ways I am.

So many more years to bears with my attitudes and seeing my face! hope you enjoy the life with me :p HAHAHHAA

currently, both of us are build up our future together and find moneyy ! hahaha. he's taking safety and health courses to be millionaire safety and health officer ! may Allah ease his journey to gain rezki and make me halal for him. aminnn.

while, me is working to gained some experience to be a quantity surveyor. i want to be prof madya Sr. ili marshitah. i have plan to gain an experince as a qs as we all know qs with knowledge and experience is the bomb. after few years i want to further my study in master to be a lecturer. at that time, i hope he(future husband) will allowed me to continue my study to achieve my ambition. in sha Allah :) May Allah ease our journey aminnn aminnnnn....

Raya 2017

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

this year is my father turn, so we raya at opah's crib :)

im so happy my family (on behalf of mom) went to cameron highland as our family trip ( anak2 paklong tak join sbb tu xckup ramai ni) 

First job interview - Project officer

(Continue from previous entry)

okey my job interview dated on 12 june 2017 (monday). me and alif so lucky because on that day shah alam is public holiday but not in kedah. so im not skipped my class to attend the interview session. see how beautiful Allah plan :) so we back to kedah together. im melted over again seeing you 'sembang' with my parents.

my fav view forever

you look so bapak bapak with that kain sarung awakku :) hahahhaha

so that night, me iron my baju+selaur+tudung and his baju+tie+seluar

awhh im really wife material to be (kenyit mata kettt -,^)

 me and him so matchy2 (blue+pink) look so fine with our outfit, we bring along our confident to make sure we look extra good that day :)

so the first thing we entered the company, im so excited seeing a modern and nice office (Jesin is developer company had 40 years of experienced) so both of us fill up our details in this forms.

the things that we bring during interview session are:

1. Resume 

2. Certificates 

oh yaa, im so clumsy that morning and not properly put all my detail in the file :( im just put everything in 1 file( like pocket one, not like the book file) and the employer put out everything from the file and messed on the table, suprisely he was so happy seeing all my deanlist certificates (even not properly filing -,-) 

im so nervous when the stafg called up my name, i thought they will called aliff first so that i will not be that nervous haha. 

with bismillah i step my foots inside his room along with my file, put a little nervous smile and say hello ^_^'' first thing first, i introduce myself and he asked a few questions and then something pooped out of my mind ! this is exactly like my EET examination the question mostly the same then i realised why UiTM carried out the examination as one of the requirement to graduation :)

the questions are ( something like this if im still remember):

1. tell me abt yourself

2. what do you know abt QS

3. what did you learn from the course

4. why did you apply for this job too early (bcs im not even finish my study yet that time)

5. what is your 5 year future plan

6. what can you help to contribute to our company

7. He asking abt measurement rule - 1 feet= 3.333metre, 1cm = 0.1mm etc....

8. lets do some test IN FRONT OF HIM - taking off beam phewww~~

im so nervous but act normal and be confident with myself. im so proud of myself bcs at the end of the conversation im realised im able to speak fully english with stranger oh em gee i never did b4 except with najiha and little bit with english lecturer/teacher HAHAHAHA (alif feeling the same toooo)

then, alif turn im waiting patiently:)

Alhamdulilah after my second paper i got a phone call:

'CONGRATULATION YOU GOT THE JOB ! my feeling is beyond crazy im still not believed what im heared ????! what ? i got the job ? as project officer :) im excitedly call my mother asap ! and of course i did call alif but his phone off at that time -,- haha .yes im so thankfull bcs the location is near with my house. i got 3 month of provision to perform b4 being hired as permanent staff. pls pray for ili so that she will performed well in doing her works in Jesin group. aminnnnn 

Redland

hii everyoneee. right now is week 10 ! whattttt dah week 10 ???? okey 1 month before my final exam started. okey enough with that. lets throwbackkk hehe~~ a few month ago on 2 april 2017. me and alif went to redland ! hehe. the purpose is to do my semi structure method which is interview subcontractor for my dissertation. so far away at pengkalan chepa. lucky i have alif whom brought me there safely :) so we spent our night at his house at tanah merah. im so shyyyyyyy~~ hahahaaha. im met his mother for the third time if im not mistaken. so nervous and ackward spent my night at his house hehe. but its okey im okey because his mother so cute, friendly, motherly, kind, and easy going. im luckly ! again . hehe. alif said im did it well at his house yay ! im even swim togerther with his mother at river behind there (air terjun, sejuk gilaaa and bersihh ) that was precious. alhamdulilah. 

behind his house, so back to nature

that berlagak kind of face erghh ~ hahahhaa

my face after managed to buy nasi kerabu for his mother ( i did it) im not really understand kelantanese thinggy ( help meee !~~~)

buah ni sedap tauuu hahahha...

so we went there and met encik ramzan and tuan al amin. i got all the info and done sight seeing kelantan hahahahhahhaa...

 there a lotsa of picture more but i will upload later on okeyy ! see yaaa ~

 my face at his houseee. teheeeeeeee~~

the information we gathered during our interview session 

half of semestar 6

assalamualaikum dearest stalkerssss... hahahaha *LOL KIDDDING

hi.. first of all, im so happy bcus im having a wonderfull midsem break rn. while most of us are struggling with thesis, im quiet relax bcus i already struggling like them. yeah even lect said '' saya tanak jumpa awak, sy baca thesis awak byk kali dah. kasi kawan2 awak yg lain pulak, naik cuti nnt submit balik kat sy b4 finalise everything'' (Khairani,2017).

the minimum requirement of meeting sv is about 6 times, i met her more than 6 times incl terserempak hai tepi koridor. hahahhahahaha. so i hope my efforts paid off. i will finalise my thesis (abstrct part only rn) then touch up ! oh ya actually im oso worried abt 'turnitin'.

Turnintin is used for plagiarism. its used to check the plagiarism during our writing especially on literature review. the max percentage allowed is only 30% phewww.... pls pray for ili's dissertation. i want to grad on time. aminnnnn.....


okey now is week 8. i have 6 weeks more before final exam and my degree years. this is one of the beautiful moments in my life and i want to end it with flying colour result !to achieve the mission of vice chansellor award (grad bersama selendang pink) aminn aminnnn.....


oh yeah there a lot os another assignment and works to do after the mid sem break. and lets gambateeeee~~~

here is my classmatessss.. during our site visit last semestar. may all of us grad on time. aminnnnnnnnnnnn

*couldn't find my latest picca, will revise soon ! haha


see... when i mula merajuk tanak cari dah gambar2 tu tetiba jumpaa nak baru memuncul kan diri. its same goes to life, when we start to left everything, they start to find us back either for good or not is depend on us........

ah whatever it is... here the pixxa us :)

in the class, while waiting for lecturer .. i know im gonna miss thiss...

the girlsssss

i give her name. i called her sitijah. her name is siti. then everyone start to call her sitijah too.

i called jiha as jihe, then everyone started called her jihe too. tiera nama oso changed to tiere :)

the class

she is my everyday vitamin. I called her everyday. my day complete then :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAJIHAH NASHARUDDIN

Happy birthday to youuu happy birthday to youuuuuuuu

May Allah always granted najihah with a longlasting rezeki, a good health , beautiful skin , lovely attitude , excellent in study and happily ever after with your families and friends . Aminnnnn...

Im so grateful as Allah destiny us to be in the same class for degree :) bcus we always can discuss and do assignment together . hoping for a more succesful and graceful life in our day during this degree time and pls be patient for the next 2 semestar facing my lovely face and annoying behavior  hewheww ^^ may both of us get dean list every semestar . Aminnnn . 

Family dedication

I'm Assalamualaikum people .

Selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin 

Tak terlambat rasanya nk minta maaf to everyone if i ever did any mistakes :( im so so so soo sorry from the bottom of my heart :) 

So here i would like to share my raya pictures ! Cekidouttttt ^^

Every child is a gift and mom and dad also a gift for us . Im glad alhamdulilah :)

Im so happy and gratefull for having a very beautiful family even we fought a lot as a normal siblings . Harhar . We argue a lot but still laught so many many times :D

Im grateful for having a responsible and super duper caring parents that care every inch of theirs kids until there is no lack to each of theirs angels as they always did theirs best T.T i love both :)

I just cant if not kiss mom every day even she's immune already and make a 'strange' face whenever i kiss and hug like overly attach daughter . Hahahaha . I just cant if not hear mom voice everyday that why i always called mom every single day when i was in university ahaa i guess that is one of my secret recipe of having a very flying colour results :D alhamdulilah alhamdulilah :))

Thank you ya Allah for everything :)

Semoga En. Faharul azman & pn. Faridah dipanjangkan umur dan dikurniakan kesihatan berpanjangan dan kebahagiaan di dunia dan akhirat . Aminnnnn ya rabbal alaminnn

Newborn lulu :)

Hi hii hiiiii. 

I got a supriseeeee ~~~

Weeeee~~~ 

Scrolll......

Againnn scrolllll....

Ehemmm waittttt ....

Okey one more time scroll

Sabarlah awakk lagi sikit turun bawah

Ehemm...

Okey kali ni betul.....

Hahhahahaahha . Uppss tergelak puleeeee~~~

Yehaaaaaa thisssss !!! 

Jap jappppp 

Lalalalaa eh tghh scrol lagi ke amboiiii sabarnyaaaa ... Hehehehe

Ni haaaaa .... 

Tadaaaaaaaa ^^

Jeng jeng jenggggg

Tak pejam mata punnn haa sekali lagiiiiii  . Hahahhahahahaa

Okey kali ni betul ehemmm heu heuu eheuu

Thissss !! 

Let me introduce u my new baby name lulu ^^ hehehehee

Mom and dad give me a biggg present sempena hari lahir ke -21 and hadiah dekan tiap semestar inshaAllah :)) result part 6 tak keluar lagi actually but ehemm i got an advanced reward so i hope for a flying colour resulttt. Hahahahhahahaa

InshaAllah :)

Actually we went for a volkwagen centre on my birthday . We are just plan to take a look at the car but the promotion is *loveeyesemojiiiii which is no interest at all and just paid for the car price only . Alhamdulilah . Even as for me im not afford to own this car by my own at this ages . Its same level as audi bmw and volvo standard as for me. Im so syukur alhamdulilahhhh . 

Please be safe always okey dear lulu :))

Alhamdulilahhh :)) all praise to Allah for everything we have todayyyy 

Thank u mama ayahh . InshaAllah ili akan jaga kereta ni sebaik mungkinn and akan pakai sepuasnyaaaa smpai ada kerja dah kawen ada family ada anak apa semua nanti inshaAllah . Im hoping my future husbeng are studying & working so hard now to build a beautiful life for our family . InshaAllah . Hehehe

Love both so much :*

Muaahhhxxx xoxo

Overly attach person

Assalamualaikum !

Hi ! I wonder if anyone miss me here ! Hahahhaa . Hello readers ! Hai mama yg tgh baca tu ! Hai alif ! :* Hai kak raby n kak mira ! Hai stalkersss ! Hahahhahahaha . 

Okey hi bloggerss ! 

Takdak apa pun sebenaqnya nak habaq kat entry ni . Saja sajaaaaaaa~~ annoying mcm besaaaa . (Lempang sikit) kih3 

Okey im just bless to hve this fav peoples of mine . Im happy thank you ya Allah . Thank you alhamdulilahh .

The colour of my life that You give such a blessfull gift that i appreciate the most . 

Please for my final exam just around the cornerr . Im scared to the max ! Doakan . 

"semoga ili marshitah dekan sem 6 ini . Aamiinnnnn "

Thankyou . Semoga Allah merahmati kalian :) 

 Start on 31/3 till 17/4 and the next day im officially 21 years old yay such a freedom after a final exam n im going to be lady ! Whatt ! 21 ?? May im becoming a better person. InshaAllah :)) 

friendship

Assalamualaikum . happy malaysia day !! 16 september 2014 .

okay , im taking a depth breath *sigh
im feeling sad right now . its not that i not happy with my life .
i thanks to Allah for giving me a really bless happy life .
its about friendship :(
i don't know why , the problem is me or the condition of place or maybe the matter of time .
everybody will change friends every 5 years yess i know but why every time i went to other place the friendship never be long lasting, yea still friend but never be as the old days .

hm bestfriend . nope i mean here friends that turn into stranger. awkward . blur . shy . and even dont know how to talks like we used to . sometimes being ignore, or maybe dont care anymore . yea indeed dont care anymore .

every time i go to a new places, i always got a best friend, always, i never be alone but the matter now why the friendship never long lasting when we fall apart . i know with a lot of people, but im onlyfriends with a few people . i got 9 school in total . can you imagine how many new people i know , how many people i met , how many type of people i see. can youuu..

i want this kind of happiness in friendship with my girls 

this kind of friendship :)

 i have a bestfriend at home from i born which is my mother . hahahahaha
my bestie always be my queen :) hope every friendship with my girls will lasting !