sometimes ..

sometimessss ,...

sometimes ,. we thinks that we are good enough for them ,. we are their everything ,. we are their soul ,. we are their behalf ,. sometimes ,......

but sometimes ,...
    we are wrong ,.
             we did mistakes ..,.

there are thing they not share ,... not tell ,.,. not ,.. and not ,.

 maybe ,.. they need some space for themselves .... some space without us around ,..

or maybe they don't want us to disturb them ,. or we are just their burden ,. OMG ,.  how hurt my heart hear this word ,. really ,. really ,. hurt ., only GOD know ,.

we know they loves us ,. they care ,.

but ,..
maybe ,. they need some privacy ,. some space without us ,. without our care ,. without ,..

if we love somebody , set them free ,. if they return ,. they were always yours ,. if they don't ,. they were never were ,. pray and left to Allah .,

pray , pray ,. never give up to pray ,..
 left it to God ,.
insyaallah ,.

           dear peeps ,.. please ,. never give up to the person that we loves the most ,. maybe they are the best for us as we loves them sincerely .,we care about them ., we felt calm hear their voice ,. maybe that  is the sign that they are our soulmates ,.
or maybe we will get another person which more better for us ,. we don't know ,. pray ,. pray for the best ,.

first love ,. not everybody got the chance to feel ,. it was amazing ,. amazing feeling ,. trust me ,. its amazing ,. it make your heart beat ,. beat extremely ,.it also make your heart hurt ,. hurt ,. hurt painly ,.,

sometimes ,. people always says that is only a puppy love ,. we know ,. not everything we plan will comes true ,.but sometimes ,. it is actually our true love ,. how sweet if it becomes true ,.


sometimes we felt like want to cry ,. cry as much as we can ,. to out every single sorrow .,
really want cry on their shoulder , in front of them and tell how much hurt we felt ,. how much we fear of losing them ,. but sometimes we just can only kept and cry inside alone ,.  nobody understand ,.

know the meaning of love ? a love is went someone break your heart and the most amazing thing is that you still love them with every broken piece ,.

we have a piece of heart to loved and be loved. , please God , gives us some strength ,.
sometimes ,.  we just pretend strong ,. pretend good ,. pretend okey ,.  remind ourself ,. no putting high hopes ,. worries it will hurt us then ,.

sometimes ,. they make something for our good in the future ,even it hurt but that is the best way to correct our mistakes ,.. they don't want us to become worst ,. enough ,. enough the mistake that we had create ,. we should felt grateful for this awareness ,. thanks God ,. alhamdulilah , and when the times comes ,. insyallah everything will be fine ,. everything will be like our dream ,.
now , just let it became our memories ,. memories that we never forget ,. memories that make our relay more matured ,.consider the memories as our childhood memories ,. its beautiful :)

                                                                  ~~the end~~~


p/s :  it was a long long time we doesn't met each other ,.from the bottom of my heart ,. in the name of God ,.
         i miss u  fullstop